Angst... caused by the surrealism of it all?

Mood: Angsty
Listening to: My Favorite mistake (In my head)
Reading: Wicked
Watching: Elizabethtown

Ok, picture this... you're with a guy for three years. You see yourself with him forever. You break-up, are almost totally over him, stuff happens, right, it's fine you can move on. You're still friends... he gets a crush, on a guy, at the bar you go to every week, that you begged him to go to with you. He met the guy two weeks before you broke up. You feel hurt, even betrayed. You come to terms with it, decide it isn't that bad, hell, it's fine. You see a picture of them together, they aren't dating, just friends, but you see them together, and think, Hey! They look cute together, and so happy, it makes you smile. You go to your regular bar which is now also his (It's a gay bar, but it's also Karaoke, and so much fun!). He's there, a guy you work with is there. You talk with the guy from work, you're on pretty good terms and stuff, you don't talk to your ex yet. You're sitting with your friends, you ex ordering drinks from his crush at the bar in front of you. The guy you work with walks up to your ex, they start talking. It loooks like the work friend is trying to pick him up. You freak, you interupt probably making both uncomfortable. You feel bad, but not really. More sorry than bad. Sorry that you aren't over him, not really... Sad and shocked with this wave of emotions, but still ok and standing. This was my night. I've gotten over the sadness and the being shocked. It's just really surreal and hard to comprehend. I'm so embarassed. I have to talk to my work friend ASAP though... Blah.... ANGST. I feel angry, not sure if it's related to all this... we'll see what happens.

Any advice or anything, feel free to post it!